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Micheál  

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Sorry to all my friends and fans

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 20, 2008, 9:24 AM
I guess I have fans...I don't think of myself as having a fan base....anyway

I haven't been posting any art lately because, well, I haven't really done any. I have been deeply depressed and sad and I have to admit to you all to the point of just wanting to die. Sometimes things from my past have a way of taking hold of me and dragging me down to a very dark place. I am working on some stuff and hope to upload them soon.

As far as me well I am feeling a bit better at least I don't want to off myself anymore which is a good thing for now. So hang in there all I am getting back to normal whatever normal is.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Judas Priest
  • Reading: NADA
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Not today
  • Eating: I may
  • Drinking: Not my bag

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 46
  • Current Residence: Coastal New Hampshire
  • Interests: Art, music, cultures and certain other odds stuff
  • Favourite movie: Hunt for Red October
  • Favourite band or musician: Simple minds, Rush, any 80's stuff
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, metal, new wave
  • Favourite artist: Anyone that's good to me...LOL
  • Favourite poet or writer: W.B. Yeats
  • Operating System: XPSP2
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Tasminian Devil
  • Tools of the Trade: Poser 7, POV-ray, PSP10

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~Wahagn:iconWahagn: Apr 9, 2008, 11:33:27 AM
Wow,

Amazing story...but I have to admit that every country has it's own idiots walking on the streets...afcourse, there are alot of people in the Netherlands which I like, but there are also a few which I dislike, to be onest...But I guess every country has it's ups and downs...

It's always good to have a role model...By the way, Did you join the military because your stepfather was in it as well? And I noticed you wrote "was" is he... Not that that's any of my business, though...

One more question...how do you make 3D GTS??? What do you use?

Cheers back!!!:D

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~MSD60:iconMSD60: Apr 7, 2008, 4:13:43 PM
Hello,
War is a horrible thing and anyone that wishes to go or want it isn't right in the head.
I most likely have killed sometimes in combat when everyone is shooting you do not know if you are the one that brought the other man down or if it was one of your comrades.

Ah the Netherlands! Well, when my real father left my mother she remarried a man from the Netherlands. His is an amazing story he came to the U.S. as a young man with nothing joined the United States Marine Corp and worked his way up to become an officer and got a university degree in Computer Science. He was the most wonderful man and great role model to me. This is why I can speak and write some Netherlands. I also hold the Dutch people close to my heart I have found nothing but friendly people in the Netherlands!

Cheers to you!

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~Wahagn:iconWahagn: Mar 24, 2008, 10:47:45 AM
Thanks for commenting back...I'm glad to help you!! ;D, it's true war is terrible...everyone passing on, in a terrible way...and the people which survive will never forget what happend back there... I understand that art helps you...keep it up... But what was it like? Did you had to "kill"? I don't want to remember you of those awfull days you had to go trough... I am just curious... Don't tell me if you don't want to...
And, tot ziens...

Me...

P.s. Sorry that I comment so late...I was on a holiday...And your Netherlands is good, where did you learn to speak it/write it...

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~MSD60:iconMSD60: Mar 19, 2008, 12:56:23 PM
Hallo,
Hartelijk dank! Ik spreek niet goed Nederlands :(

So I will continue in English I thank you for your kinds words and you may borrow my time any time you wish! You are saying maybe he speaks some Dutch that is a long story maybe I can share some day.

I feel much better these days my depression comes and goes more so if I watch news broadcasts. I am a veteran of the first time my country went to Iraq in 1991. As a matter of fact I served in the Army for 20 years. I am very depressed at the news now days and also angry at my government. The majority of Americans are not what the rest of the world sees it is our government that gives us a bad name. Unfortunately, most Americans feel they can so nothing and many no longer even vote.

My art is my escape it helps me forget a lot of things. I enjoy your artwork very much and I am pleased you like mine. I hope this message finds you well and in
good spirit!

Tot ziens,
Micheál

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~Wahagn:iconWahagn: Mar 18, 2008, 12:53:37 PM
Duud, Just wanted to say a few things...First of all, I like your art...and now the second thing...I know that "feeling" of wishing to give up on life and things like that...I tought about things like that myself and came to the conclusion that, that isn't a great sollution after all...I don't want to preach or anything or start about how good life is, because everyone makes his own choices and "yes" shit happends ... Sometimes you just need to hold on, just like you said...Hang on... Life might repay you...Don't understand me wrong i'm not talking about gods or whatever some mighty creatures living above us en hell creatures down somewhere...Life is just a mystery...Keep learning, keep doing what you like most...and after that...something great might happen..."you will succeed the life test" :D and carry on with much more knowledge than before. See it as a "test"...See it as we are telephone-cells, telephone cells that make it able to get connect with the world, universe, everything among us...No, actually see it your own way...I ain't gonna write no recipes that you can hold on to, because they only work for me...write your own life..own book... there really is no recipe ... Just live and be happy man...And if you read this, eventually, I hope you'll feel better and your "ok" with letting me borrow your time...Cheers :D

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~Missak:iconMissak: Dec 15, 2007, 7:59:50 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the add!

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Check my new Web: [link]
~Missak:iconMissak: Dec 15, 2007, 7:58:03 PM Mood: Joy
Thanks for the add!

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~Raviskool:iconRaviskool: Oct 7, 2007, 3:59:04 AM
oh okay!

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"Live and Let Go"
~testiclecius:icontesticlecius: Oct 6, 2007, 7:44:45 PM
It's the other way around. The shrunken woman betrayed her. Follow the "Betrayed Image" pics from the beginning it tells a story. So far the story's getting good. :)
~Raviskool:iconRaviskool: Sep 10, 2007, 9:57:59 AM
Are the phots in you gallery called betrayed because she betrayed a shrunken woman?

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~testiclecius:icontesticlecius: Aug 29, 2007, 10:27:37 AM Mood: Joy
Thank you for initiating me to your list. :) I can't wait to see how the Poser Giantess story comes out. It kicks butt so far.
=Tinybr:iconTinybr: Aug 29, 2007, 1:57:43 AM
Thax for the watch.

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I live in a giant world and sometimes I fear it.




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~chaosemeraldwhite:iconchaosemeraldwhite: Jul 30, 2007, 4:51:09 AM
thnx for the ad :)

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~HomieStar:iconHomieStar: Jul 25, 2007, 12:36:09 PM
*hugs*

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~testiclecius:icontesticlecius: Jul 6, 2007, 7:18:10 PM Mood: Joy
I didn't know you did some of your art with "poser 7." That's sweet. :) Belated welcome aboard, MSD60.
~martin6661:iconmartin6661: Jul 1, 2007, 7:21:57 AM Mood: Joy
Awesome gallery Michael !

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!RAVE606:iconRAVE606: Jun 27, 2007, 10:09:57 AM
XD! hey!glad to see you here. :D

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“MEN DON'T DO WANT THEY LIKE STEVE! MEN GET JOBS AND WIVES TO KEEP THEM FROM WHAT THEY LIKE!” ~Stan
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When the world has turned its back on someone, you turn to them and grant them hope as I have done thee *on verge of tears after writing this!*
~MSD60:iconMSD60: Jun 27, 2007, 6:15:04 AM
I'll have to give it a try *smiles* It will be different coming from a foot man like me.
~Gts-fan-man:iconGts-fan-man: Jun 26, 2007, 4:26:49 PM
your stuff rocks I love it could I perhaps request one thing though Could you do some butt pics pov style please I just think that you could do it really well judging from your other pics
!RAVE606:iconRAVE606: Jun 23, 2007, 3:17:29 PM Mood: Joy
Hey! It's me :iconrave606: ! Good to see you here!

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“MEN DON'T DO WANT THEY LIKE STEVE! MEN GET JOBS AND WIVES TO KEEP THEM FROM WHAT THEY LIKE!” ~Stan
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When the world has turned its back on someone, you turn to them and grant them hope as I have done thee *on verge of tears after writing this!*